What's next???

I am currently at the end of my 2ww, I am not sure if I am prepared for whats to come next (either negative or positive).  Since New Years Eve I have been having cramps yesterday (Jan 3) they turned in to AF like cramps. Which is really confusing to me because I have this feeling in my heart that by March I am going to be announcing a pregnancy to my family.  I don't know how to explain it but the feeling is there, and everyday I feel that it is growing.  These last few days I have been getting signs from God that my prayers will be answered soon.  I feel that every where I go and everything I do I am always thinking about Him, I have started praying again at night and if I am too tired I still some how find the energy to pray.  So I am not sure what is coming next, nor do I know if I can handle it.  But I do know this, if I am not pregnant it's because God wants me to take the extra steps in my next cycle, and to build a stronger relationship with him so that I can get pregnant next month.  I may not seem like the religious type, but this year, this decade I am fixing that.  So I am putting all of my faith in God's hands and can only hope for the best.

If I am not pregnant I will post my game plan for the next cycle and give my self challenges.  I bought two new books yesterday so I will be posting an update on YouTube on that and going to go over new things i am going to add to my channel.

This is all for now, I know that it is very random and you probably don't understand it but it just some things that have been on my mind and I needed to get down on paper (so to say).



LET'S GET PREGNANT!!!

2010 IS OUR YEAR!!!